So would anyone even like a thread? Because I think I’d feel more comfortable trying to start again in a private one rather than trying to post some open ones and end up disappointing other people. -___-;;

Being back in MO is having its ups and downs. I don’t feel like getting into all the downs right now because I’m trying to focus on the ups.

Anyway, right now I’m rereading all my Harry Potter books. Partly because it’s been awhile and partly because I’m hoping it gives me motivation to get back to HPRPG. I want to. I really want to, but I just haven’t had any inspiration or desire. I really miss Colby and Maddie and I feel guilty for disappearing because of staff things and Quidditch things. I just finished Philosopher’s Stone and now I’m on to Chamber of Secrets. Although I might skip around because I actually really want to read Deathly Hallows.

As for what would have been going on with Maddie and Colby…well, if I do come back, I suspect I would just fodder that Colby had been around but just quiet as usual. But for Maddie, I would have to say that he would have left Hogwarts for some time because Eliana became extremely ill. She’d still be hospitalised if he came back and that would alter him greatly.

I’ve already placed illnesses within Maddie’s family. His grandparents all passed away due to illnesses. Heart problems are common within their father’s family and breast cancer runs in his mother’s family. I always planned on Eliana having breast cancer to be honest.

I probably am too cruel on Maddie.

Anonymous asked: Hey there, I've been reading your blog and I admire your strength and willingness to be so forthright with your past. Your writing is elegant and you seem like a lovely girl (from what I can deduce via the internet). I hope all is well, and that you know, there are always reasons to exist, and people who think you're awesome and beautiful. Stay strong Miss. Nonchalant :-)

I’m sorry for not having replied to this sooner. I promise I wasn’t ignoring you anon. I’ve just been having a rough past couple of weeks and couldn’t it in me to respond to anything. But your note made me feel so much better. I seriously just came on to Tumblr just to read this every couple of days because I needed the pick-me-up. Thank you so much for this. Sometimes I just need to be reminded that there are people out there who do support me.

#flowers

#flowers

The view from my window here is actually better than what I had in NY.

The view from my window here is actually better than what I had in NY.

She be staring out the window like fucking Rapunzel while I lay here with a butt in my face. Story of my life.

She be staring out the window like fucking Rapunzel while I lay here with a butt in my face. Story of my life.

She could stay like this for hours if she wanted something badly enough.

kanayastrider:

acolderindigo:

Say what you want about avatar, but at least it has multiple examples of the avatar being women and/or PoC, unlike a certain other show with a reincarnating character who somehow is always a white guy. 

Okay so this confused me. I was sitting here wondering if they meant Avatar: The Last Airbender or something completely different? Because the whole PoC comment is redundant. Everyone in the Avatar universe is a a PoC. lol. Unless the OP was talking about the movie. I don’t remember much about that one. 

Anyway, the general message is still true.

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I am a good dog pillow.

I am a good dog pillow.

Goodnight and goodbye. #nyc #newyorkcity

Goodnight and goodbye. #nyc #newyorkcity