jeez i would love to order that thing online, but i don’t know what size to order it in because women’s clothing sizes are determined by the alignments of the planets in relation to the fuck you galaxy
I just put a chicken in the oven. This is my first time trying to roast a whole chicken. It was kind of disgusting. There’s just something about raw chicken and chickens in general that are so off putting. After this, I think I’ll just stick to buying chicken parts. -___-;;
Random character fact that’s not G-rated enough to put on the board:
Maddie is prone to addiction. There will never be a reason for him to realise this because he has no interest in drugs or drinking, but his father was an alcoholic who once dabbled in drugs during his youth. Another fact that Maddie will never know. I guess some aspects of addiction are there in his personality, but it’s just not geared towards substance abuse.
stop romanticizing the idea of becoming so dependent on another human being that you cannot function adequately without their presence goodbye
I miss posting and I want to start a thread…but I know it wouldn’t be fair to whoever would reply to it. I might have time and feel inspiration now, but that’s going to change once Thanksgiving is over and my break ends. Just need to hold on for a few more weeks. >___<
I’m ignoring calls and texts from my family. Excluding my second eldest sister because I’ve realised she’s the only person I don’t feel particularly angry toward. I guess technically there is 1 thing she’s done that I could be angry at her for, but I’m not because what my eldest sister did was far worse. Anyway. I’ve seriously been considering changing my phone number and not telling any of them. I might do it in a couple of weeks. Maybe. I don’t know. Things have been rough and I’m tired of constantly having to convince myself to forgive them and tell myself that my family is worth loving.
I have never googled so much stuff about breasts in my life and I keep fluctuating between feeling completely relieved and more freaked out with everything I find. I keep thinking the lump is nothing unusual, probably a benign cyst. I know of no one in my family who has had breast cancer and typically women of my age don’t get breast cancer. Plus I’ve always had lumps in my breast, the clumps of tissue-kind, and lumps in breasts can change with menstrual cycles. The lump even hurts a bit (sometimes it feels like chest pain cause it’s right over my heart but I think it’s the breast) and usually pain isn’t associated with breast cancer. There is also the fact that 8-out-of-10 lumps are completely benign.
But then I read these things that basically say not to believe any of that. That there are always exceptions to the norm. Cancerous lumps can hurt. They can occur in younger women. And I know what the lumps in my breasts normally feel like and when I checked it yesterday the hard quality of the new lump was such a noticeable change. I keep checking between the left and right one and I think there’s a clear difference between them.
I think I’m just going to call Planned Parenthood tomorrow. They cover Women’s Health and do breast exams and I think just getting one done professionally would help. But I also still think I’m being ridiculous and I’m over thinking this way too much.